Yay or nay?

I swear I have the worst case of senioritis EVER.
I seriously need to stop signing on to Facebook and just go on the ultimate FB Diet ever.
I. MUST. GIVE. MY. PASSWORD. TO. SOMEBODY. NAO.

I should make a bet with myself..or with anyone interested..that I can stay off for exactly two days :] Yes, two. It's a start. Any more than two then I'd probably go into Facebook shock.

Why must people get sick?

Why do people get sick?

Why is it that the most blessed, kind, and caring people in this world have to fall into sickness and distress?

And why can't we do anything about it?

2010.

So far, I feel the same as I did the last few days of 2009.

Like utter crap.

I've been contemplating my past decisions, and I wonder why I did some things I shouldn't have done. I know to others, my dilemma isn't "life threatening," but who cares. It is to me. I underestimated my capabilities, and I ended up getting what I initially wanted, but now that it sits in my hands, I want to throw it away. I think to myself, If I was able to actually get my wish granted, then I can get so much more.

I'm just sitting here trying to force myself to accept my fate. This is what I was meant to have, and now I must accept it.

It's 2010, and now I must make the best of it. 2010, watch out.